Cara

February 5, 1986: My face, Ani. I have the face of an old woman. I am so tired. I hate my wrinkles. I didn´t think I would ever have any. Please, don´t be like me. I know how much you love El Padre. Did you ever stop to think that sex is a big part of your love for him? Don´t be shocked. Yes,your grandmother raised your Mama and me to never mention the word. But I know you feel that for him.You think it has magic and it does. You are a very intense woman, Ani,that´s why you still care for him. That´s a curse. I had it, too, when your Tio was alive. Forget Luis if you can. I can´t promise you that you´ll meet another man that you´ll love even more, but give him up. In your heart. Let it say: I can never have you. The Church says so.