Padre Luis Again!

December 15, 1982: Yesterday my Tia and I went to see Padre Luis again and I got that feeling. I couldn't even look at him while they talked. Just stared at the floor as if they were the most fascinating things I'd ever seen. I think that if Padre Luis were not what he is, even if he didn't waer that collar around his young neck, my feelings would still confuse me. I've never felt them before. Wish I had someone my own age (but with more experience) to talk about this. My aunt just isn't that person.
He can't be our voucher in case we rent another place, but he will go talk with Matilde. I'm glad of that, at least. Also glad we're looking for help wherever we can. That's a step forward.